My demons haunt me
And I feel them crawling beneath my skin
Rage always swelling
Clouded judgement in my head
I've done things out of anger that I wish never took place
Acting on emotion is something that I hate
I hate the person I’ve become
I hate the way I treat the ones I supposedly love
If someone could free me of this nightmare
Then I swear I’d change my fate and make up for the damage done
I hate what I've become
Under the weight of anger
Darkness follows me
Creeping closer
Black out from reality
Pull yourself back together
Only to fall apart
To fall apart again
I live now with this rage
Not knowing who to blame
This tears me up from the inside out
Just want to scream to the heavens
This shadow haunts me (lash out)
This shadow haunts me (lash out)
This shadow it haunts me
credits
from Downpour,
released March 4, 2020
Additional lyrics by Bob Calwell
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